I'm still a virgin at 21 years old

Posted over a year ago | London, Tower Hamlets

I come from a very religious family. I don’t consider myself a catholic like my family. I’m open minded about god, but I think the catholic religion is stupid. I’m 21 years old and I am still a virgin. I really don’t want to be a virgin anymore. My family want me to marry before I can have sex, but I am fed up with them trying to rule over my life. I have had girlfriends, but I have never had the opportunity to do anything with them other than kiss and cuddle. I have looked at some of the escort girl ads on this website and I’m really tempted to hire an escort for one or two hours.

I’m not totally sure if I should because I’m scared of catching a sexually transmitted disease. I would wear a condom, but I’m still scared of catching something. I would rather go with a friend, but I don’t want my family ever finding out, so it’s best I go alone. It’s something I will not be proud. If I do go along with it, it’s something I would like to keep secret.

I’ve heard stories of people getting beaten up and robbed and stuff in escort houses, so that makes me nervous too. It keeps playing on my mind if I should go or not. If my parents find out they would go berserk, but I don’t think they would ever find out, well I am hoping they wont. Can anyone give any tips for a first timer on how to be safe and avoid problems?

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