I enjoy being spanked and controlled by dominant men.
12th August 2024 - 9:54 | Brighton, Sussex
I am a mature married man now, who always thought he was straight, but when I was in my late teens an older man I worked for seduced me one night and I ended up letting him tie me up and spank me before letting him spank me and suck me to completion.
He didn’t ask me to do anything to him and I found it so exciting that he let him do it all again several times that summer.
I was spanked by hand with a leather belt and a paddle and it always gave me a very strong erection.
I didn’t see him again after that one summer as I changed jobs and moved and I didn’t really have any other gay experiences.
I got married in my mid 20’s and loved my wife but she was very inhibited sexually and would never discuss or talk about sex and seems to have a very low libido and so I occasionally had relieving experiences with other men, just mutual handjobs and sometimes they would suck me but I never reciprocated.
This carried on until I was in my 50’s and I met a man who changed everything.
I have always been slim and good looking in a baby faced sort of way, and the man I met, who was in his 70’s said I looked a bit girly and he would treat me as one.
He lived alone and he would take me back to his house where he would strip me and tie me up before using a whole range of implements to spank me with. I had my first full body whipping and my nipples were clamped. I was caned, which I found particularly hard, but as I was restrained I couldn’t stop him, and if I got an erection he would cane that too so it subsided. I had clamps and clips attached to my balls and taught to kiss like a submissive girl and learned to take his cock anally……he also made suck for the first time and he liked to cum in my mouth and make me swallow it.
Over time I came to really enjoy the way he treated me, I was there to be used totally for his pleasure and my only reward for the whippings and beltings I took were to be kissed deeply and passionately and allowed to make him cum….
He had friends who were a married gay couple and occasionally they would be there and I would have to please them too….
Sadly he died some years ago and the gay couple moved away, since when I have had only occasional similar experiences, the best one being with a younger married man from Saudi Arabia I met at a hotel in London…he travelled with a multi tailed flogger in his luggage and treated me exactly as my older friend used to….he was cruel but loving and passionate too which I really enjoyed.
Although now in my 60’s and still married, my wife has no interest in me physically and we sleep in separate rooms so she has never noticed the marks I have sometimes carried for weeks…….but, sadly, genuine cruel but passionate men seem very rare these days so I will just have to live on my memories…
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